DETERMINATION

... WE WILL EITHER FIND A WAY, OR MAKE ONE... quote from my calendar.

Happy friday!!

** I DONT HAVE ANYTHING FOR TODAY... BUT GOOD WEEKEND. AND PEACE OUT LOVES!
PS. THIS WEEKEND I WILL HOOK UP MY CAMERA AND GET SOME GOODIES ON HERE!

to blog....

OK! So Im really bad about blogging..... I love reading everyone's, but just run out of time. my daily list have been soo long. i never get around to sitting down and doing it. Lately, has been really really crazy! And i think that i need to blog. not just for people to read, but for me to do some creative writing/ vent. And maybe, someone will relate and have suggestions...hehe!

Also I just got my new camera up and working.... just need to install the software to download and we are ready to go. Cant wait to put up pictures. i really think that will get me going.

I am about to REALLY start my journey to becoming healthy and getting back to my size. Not some much losing weight, but getting back to feeling like myself. It is about losing the weight, but also not depriving myself of some of my favorite foods...especially chocolate/ sweets.

Today has been alright, I have yet another cold for this season. I am soo ready for it to get warm.. but then again that just means allege season. This is another reason that my body needs to be heather. I have been sick more then I ever have this winter season. A lot is from my baby lulu, her being in daycare and all doesnt help. I am striving to be a healthy mom. If i eat healthy and have a healthy lifesytle then my baby is going to grow up eatting and being physically active.
Maybe I need to start swimming again..... umm....

todays eatts included... sorry no pictures. maybe tomorrow.....
BREAKFAST- pb sandwich on ww... i bought the new low fat last night. sorry i cant remember it right now, i saw it on someones post..ummm
SNACK- orange
LUNCH- subway veggie sub.
heres where i go wrong... i got chips and a lemonade... i gave up soda for new years resolution, but i think that lemond has just as much cal. so it doesnt really count, nor do the baked layes i got.
DINNER--- soon to come, going to j's mothers house for thursday dinner.

have a good night!! see everyone tomorrow.
peace.

ahhhhh

I am about to scream! 

I cant figure out how to fix the sewing machine and I really need to go going. I started this project 2 weekends ago.. first sewing machine (very old) didnt work. So I got my moms. Seems that I just dont know how to do the bobbin thing... GRRRR!!! 

I wanted to take a break from studying today and sew... again, cant figure out what is going on? I think that its the bobbin but i dont really know. Of course, there is no manual. And I have watched every video I could find on sewing machines. None of which seem to  help me! 

Sorry to vent. Just upset.

Thanks for listening. 

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SUCESS A-

Ok, so this week, basically has been crazy working, and babe getting back to work. Have to pay a lot of bills soon! :( 

And on top of coming home from work, cooking dinner, and all that good stuff. I finally got my room almost finished. It took me till Thursday to actually work on it, so I busted butt all day, and its almost done. all the clothes are put away and that was the hard part. cleaned out all of my clothes. which ended up being a really good thing... got me more pumped to work out (right now i dont have any clothes and i dont want to buy new larger clothes.) so, i need to lose weight. and i am working on this... actually went 2 times this week, my goal was 3, but 2 will work... wait, i still have 2 more days to get one more out. yah! no i just have to finish up some little things-

1. dust furniture.... get yellow dresser?

2. donate and give back clothes

3. mop floors, maybe change room around?

but yah its friday and almost got 1 project done... its the weekend!!! 

now this weekend i got to finish the office/ playroom. wish me luck....

soon to come, a post on emmys first sweet potatoes, hum? 

yah for monday!

ok... so actully, am having a great start to my week. i am going to be a "supper mom", hehe!
so got to work, babe dropped me off, after we had a good morning getting ready. actully running like 15mins late. but it worked out... aka- didnt get in trouble for being late.
then i just got done finally paying my emmisions. and yah, i know yell at me.... my birthday was the 5th... and today is the 22nd. i know. but really it was only a 10$ late fee.... so not to bad! :) i was excited... to have that off the to-do list.. and first thing in the am. this is really good for me. maybe this week and my schedule will actully stick together. but unfortinatly, i have to work a lot this week. i need to take wednesday off to find emmylou a mothers morning out thing before i start school. on top of dr.s apt, which i need to make emmy her 6 months.
ok enough, about what i have to do... got to get crackin on this work :(

To- Do- List....

ok, so im about to start school again. I want to re-organize 2 rooms... this is going to be a lot in a short amount of time. But I really need to do it.... so no excuses! 

   FIRST- my office/ emmys play room. 

* its those weird shaped toys, they are hard to fit.. if you have a kid you would understand. 

(like the triangle bouncy seat, the swing, ect.)

* my desk ( i have part of my desk in the living room, because the cable guy wouldnt run the internet thing under the house. so if i am good, i can get J to buy me a longer cable and run it under the house into my room) this would help a lot too, so im not distracted on the computer at night when i need to be doing school work. but anyways, i started this project awhile ago, and since then I have just organized my paper (but really that was a huge part of it) now we also, are getting this nice glider. the only thing is that its PINK. yah pink. 

So I have some chalk boards and some  magnetic strips and bulltin boards.... so i want to do something with that... so that everything has a place, mail, diaper bag, car seat, purse...ect.

and was thinking that i could use the pink glider, to put everything on. then when ppl. come over put a sheet on it, and call it a day. might even cover it... wouldnt be to hard. ( when i have time to sew.. its been over 2 years) but you know... it would work, for now. 

   back on track- also have some pink shear curtain thingy.. that i could/  want to use. also, some windows, that i have some creative idea for... it just not here yet. just wait....

so i need to do something cheap and efficent there. 

THIS IS GOING TO BE MY WEEKEND PROJECT... FOR WE ARE A BROKE AND HAVE A 6 MONTH OLD,  SO WE DONT DO TO MUCH. 

 second project... BEDROOM

1. clean out clothes. 

2. donate clothes

3. give clothes back to jessica, which i've had for way to long. 

4. maybe change the curtains... we have black right now, and i cant stand it, makes the room really dusty. wait, didnt metion that the floor and ceiling of our room is dark green. i hate it. the only room in the house that i dont like. but since we are moving soon, i dont really want to spend money in that room for that reason. 

   i need to do something about it. J and I have not been sleeping in there together lately, and we are loosing it. 

it's because the bed is uncomfortable for 2. i mean its a double, so it is small. but its also uncomfortable, period. our blanks are old, and sheets usually have dog hair on them, no matter how much i try to not let that happen, it happens.  

   but first things first-

Monday- tackle all the clothes, put away, and clean out closet. - get truck to get pink couch and yellow dresser.

Tuesday- finish what i didn't get done Monday

Wednesday-  floors, window seals, and wipe down walls ( one reason that room is so dusty, never did this room when we moved in.) 

Thursday- move furniture around and last min. things ( hang-up pictures, etc) 

and friday i start on my weekend project.... yah! 

hope i can do everything to my power, and God will take care of the rest. TRUST!  :)