well to blog or not to blog, is the question?

  I ran across a friends, always thought that they were kinda weird. kinda thought about it as a online diary. but since I've been really looking at other peoples. my mind  has changed. 

  As a new mother, I need influences. Well I feel that I do right now. i don't know, something recently has made me notice that i don't do anything for myself. i know, it is a couple of things have happened in the past 3 months (wont go into detail, long). And i really want to change this... cause I'm not the happy-easy going Ashley that i am. 

   Sooo... here it goes. 

Hopes that my posting will make me actually get projects done.