STARTING SCHOOL TODAY... NOT VERY INSPIRED, NOT GOOD!

LOOKING FOR INSPIRATION

Wild Geese

You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting—
over and over announcing your place
in the family of things.

-Mary Oliver

LIFE

Life is 10% of what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it.

John Maxwell

’love is patient, love is kind.
it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
it is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
it always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

love never fails.’

corinthians 13:4

For today is new day.

in need of a creative out source, i will plant my work here

i am in school, for this moment, but i dont have anything to show my work outside of school.

yes, art school. love and hate relationship.

i started this blog close to a year ago.

was about to get married, finish school, and have a baby.

looking for cute mommy ideas.

the path got rocky and mr. is out of the picture.

good not bad.

its like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

its amazing.

relief .

really i feel 10 pounds lighter, and actually sleeping better.

ok, well actually throughout the past couple of months, i have been

trying everything in my path to make better.

mainly my weight. i gained a lot during my pregnancy.

but now. yesterday.

i have lost more then what i weighted before i was prego.

so exciting.

over the hill, and on my way down.

this is my new journey thru life's.

life's path that you can only control to much

before you have to join hands with God, and watch the

magic he can perform.

anything is possible in Gods hands.

more details to come.

work is calling my name.

peace till later.

emmylou turns 1

THIS IS HER NEW "SMILE" FACE...LOVE IT

THIS IS MY FAMILY EXCHANGE STUDENT, MANUEL. IT WAS HIS 18TH, MY MIDDLE SISTER, CASEY (NOT PICTURES) #20, AND EMMYS 1ST. WE WENT TO A VERY COOL RESTRAUNT TO CELEBRATE.

DETERMINATION

... WE WILL EITHER FIND A WAY, OR MAKE ONE... quote from my calendar.

Happy friday!!

** I DONT HAVE ANYTHING FOR TODAY... BUT GOOD WEEKEND. AND PEACE OUT LOVES!
PS. THIS WEEKEND I WILL HOOK UP MY CAMERA AND GET SOME GOODIES ON HERE!

to blog....

OK! So Im really bad about blogging..... I love reading everyone's, but just run out of time. my daily list have been soo long. i never get around to sitting down and doing it. Lately, has been really really crazy! And i think that i need to blog. not just for people to read, but for me to do some creative writing/ vent. And maybe, someone will relate and have suggestions...hehe!

Also I just got my new camera up and working.... just need to install the software to download and we are ready to go. Cant wait to put up pictures. i really think that will get me going.

I am about to REALLY start my journey to becoming healthy and getting back to my size. Not some much losing weight, but getting back to feeling like myself. It is about losing the weight, but also not depriving myself of some of my favorite foods...especially chocolate/ sweets.

Today has been alright, I have yet another cold for this season. I am soo ready for it to get warm.. but then again that just means allege season. This is another reason that my body needs to be heather. I have been sick more then I ever have this winter season. A lot is from my baby lulu, her being in daycare and all doesnt help. I am striving to be a healthy mom. If i eat healthy and have a healthy lifesytle then my baby is going to grow up eatting and being physically active.
Maybe I need to start swimming again..... umm....

todays eatts included... sorry no pictures. maybe tomorrow.....
BREAKFAST- pb sandwich on ww... i bought the new low fat last night. sorry i cant remember it right now, i saw it on someones post..ummm
SNACK- orange
LUNCH- subway veggie sub.
heres where i go wrong... i got chips and a lemonade... i gave up soda for new years resolution, but i think that lemond has just as much cal. so it doesnt really count, nor do the baked layes i got.
DINNER--- soon to come, going to j's mothers house for thursday dinner.

have a good night!! see everyone tomorrow.
peace.

ahhhhh

I am about to scream! 

I cant figure out how to fix the sewing machine and I really need to go going. I started this project 2 weekends ago.. first sewing machine (very old) didnt work. So I got my moms. Seems that I just dont know how to do the bobbin thing... GRRRR!!! 

I wanted to take a break from studying today and sew... again, cant figure out what is going on? I think that its the bobbin but i dont really know. Of course, there is no manual. And I have watched every video I could find on sewing machines. None of which seem to  help me! 

Sorry to vent. Just upset.

Thanks for listening.